All through my growing years, I have been an analytical person.
A Bachelor’s degree in Mathematical Statistics, two Masters Degrees in Business Administration, a 25 years career in financial services had tuned me to become a logical, numbers driven person, with a tiny little bit of intuition, just about enough to guide me away from bad business decisions. Through the years, I prided myself on these skills and sharpened them… after all, these were the skills that had been responsible for my success! And then two years ago my world was turned on its head.
It all started when a colleague’s mother handed me copy of “Many Lives Many Masters’ by Dr. Brian Weiss. Before that, I had never even heard of past life regression. I protested strongly, not wanting to read that book, but the lady insisted! I grudgingly took the book, never intending to read it. A few weeks later, as I was heading for an early morning flight, I absentmindedly picked up that book from my shelf (!!!). In the flight, with no other choice at hand, I started to read the book. And as I did, the only thought that crossed my mind was that this was a mastermind hoax! I did not know Dr. Brian Wiess and my only interest after reading the book was to bust this ploy and to find loopholes in this ‘ridiculous theory’. With that intent, I went ahead and ordered all of his literature. By the time I finished the fourth book, I knew that whether i believed in the theory or not, the process of going into past life helped people cope with the issues in their present lives. With this discovery, my interest took another turn and now, I started to research on how I could assimilate this knowledge and help other people. The ride had begun.
Over the next few months, as I moved through a labyrinth of new found knowledge, my journey became more and more interesting, intriguing… to the point where I completely lost myself and became this other person… this person who believed in stuff that was metaphysical, that wasn’t yet proved, with logic that did not work. There was no stopping me. I moved from one method, to another, and to another. Books came to me, suggested by others, that I would have never dared to read. But once I opened myself to the experience, things just started to drop into my lap. A Healing book was put in front of me, through sheer coincidence. It is only now that I know that there is nothing called ‘sheer coincidence’! But there I was, suddenly healing myself, just by reading the book and following instructions. A book on messages came to me. Again, I don’t recall how. And I sat, just putting pen to paper, and before I knew it, the messages were flowing. For a minute I thought I was writing my most wonderful innermost thoughts on paper and calling them as messages from above. But a second glance at the messages that were coming through, gave me the knowledge and the understanding that this was something much deeper. Something that I was being prepared for, something that I never knew existed until that moment. But now that I knew it existed, there was no way that I was going to let go of this beautiful experience.
Life has flown ever since. Day after day, a new experience unfolding, a new path opening up and all of it has been beautiful. And then, one day, a message came to me that I needed to remove myself from everything else that I was doing – my work, my financial services career; and put myself in the hands of the universe that would show me the way forward. There was no doubt in my mind that this was not a conscious thought from my conscious self… after all, I loved my job, I had worked very hard over the past seven years to make a name for myself in the area that I was working in. Why would I leave my job? But the message beckoned and after only a few moments of hesitation, I knew this was the right thing for me to do. I wondered what my path forward was… And the message came…to heal many people. And to take this work forward.
And so here I am.
This is my journey so far, and it is only the beginning. I invite you to join your path with me, and to understand that the bliss that I experience, is not from outside but from within. The knowledge that comes, is not from outside but from within. Life is a wonderful blessing and I invite you to make the very best of YOUR life.
Come let’s party together!
FREQUENCY OF MEENAL
Gratitude… is the key to shifting your energies. Choose gratitude over any other emotion.. and watch the story shift.
When I say there is “always a choice”, the choice is not about choosing the action… What to do-what not to do, ये करूँ या ना करूं , ये करूं या वो करूं… The choice is always in the emotion with which you choose to do any thing, something, or nothing.
Even if you are sure about what you want to do, look within to see what emotion you are doing it from… If the emotion is of love, it will bring more of that, if the emotion is of hate, it will bring you more of that, if the emotion is of fear, it will bring you that… There is only you and your reflections.. in your universe. They carry different faces and shapes and you get confused.. you think they are that person.. No. Each person in your life.. Big, small, ugly, beautiful.. is, to you, simply your reflection. They have their own journeys… yes, for sure. But for you, they are your mirror, your reflection. And you are a reflection to them, of their energies… That’s why, relationships cannot be equal.. after all, what you carry in your energies are not equal.. you are receiving what you carry, they are receiving what they carry.
When you are choosing an action, if the emotion is that of resistance of any kind.. And by resistance, I mean resistance towards loving your mirror, the actor… Then work on your emotion before doing anything at all.. Doing is not important, the emotion with which you are doing, the energy that you hold while doing… Is the creator of your next “reality”.
Where are you creating it from, every moment? Only you know the answer, no one else. No one needs to be told, no one needs justification, only you need to know that truth…. And that is the only truth.
To shift your resistance, bring in gratitude.. for all the lessons that you wished to receive, that they had to mirror for you. For the roles you gave to them, that they are playing so beautifully, to perfection.
Why do you think that they are playing against you.. they are playing in your favour… They are playing so that you may see what all you are holding inside of you, in your energies, and now, you are able to release a little bit more each time, all thanks to them and thanks to your awareness…
Gratitude. To yourself, and to those who bring you to awareness, and to those who play the roles with love, and to those who play the roles without love… Every role in perfection, every role as per your energy. Now, shift your energy, with each aware thought of gratitude.
When something happens outside… ‘an unfolding of events at your home, in your office, at your school, in your family, or even simply as a piece of news’…
… Then what happens inside of you??? What is the emotional response, that the event has triggered in you… That’s the only question. That’s the only answer.
Every event, every actor, every happening outside, triggers a frequency in each one of us… By frequencies, I imply emotions.. That’s how, we, the earth bodies, experience the frequencies… Through emotions. And your only true “work”always… is to observe the emotions..
Do you have to do this work… No, you don’t ever “have to do” anything.
You can simply keep moving in the direction of responses, without awareness.
These responses bring with them joy, sadness, love, hate, peace, anger, through the energetic design that belongs to you. And you are unaware that THE DESIGN, THE ENERGY BELONGS TO YOU. You keep pointing the fingers outside, whether it be, to the cause of your joy or to the cause of your pain. You do not comprehend that it is simply a matter of which frequency you have tuned into, using an event as the tool for that switch… You are playing a channel that exists in your energies, not outside.
And then, one day, you start to observe. You begin to observe your response to events outside. Now, although you give the response, you are able to see the frequency that you got tuned into. This observation, is what gives you the power to separate the frequency from the event… And soon enough, you are able to change the channel, to change your emotion.. and dial it back to peace, no matter what is happening on the outside.
And when you keep dialing back to peace, and joy and love… Then soon enough, that is what starts to play outside… It has no choice.
Because now, you are holding the remote control of your emotions in your hand, in your awareness.
And you will notice that even if something moves you away for a little bit, you simply experience the other emotions, and come back to playing the channel that you like..
You know, that you hold the remote.
And you know how to use it.
The same thing has come for the thousandth time for me to write.. And so I wrote… And then, fb reminds me that last year, I posted my guidance message on this day… And it’s exactly about the same thing..